When you feel like you're out of nowhere, what will you do? For me, I will stop and cry out loud. But, it's never enough, I'll never find the way out if I just stand in the same place, begging for help. That's the unique thing for being mature, you're pushed to face anything alone, Yap! there're still family and friends out there,but they have their own and you must do your own instead of mourning in the dark. Because everything bad now, never means to be bad for the whole time besides you supposed to allow it.
Sometimes, I'm reading myself with one person's life. I said if I were her (it used to be her,not him by the way) maybe I'm happier right now. But, when I keep asking, I found something odd in there, how come if I am truly her and I look at another's life then I still dreaming to be someone different than me at that time. So, it's not about who has the better life instead of taking my life in sincere. It becomes a must to finding our own happiness, because we can make other people happy when we're happy. Life never promise anything besides life itself. It depends on us to live it well or to ruin it.
